yeap i know i haven been blogging. nothing much lately but today was some day that i thought that i got the feel the blog. people seriously i hate it when people dont know anything and they start blabbing like abc. like hello, if u dont know anything, please just kindly shut ur gap and shut the eff up. so you think it's fun blabbing stuffs and making people uncomfortable. you're kinda of a sicko ya know. right im not referring to anyone in particular but i just felt like blabbering. it's not like i've not been thinking and reflecting on my life i did! i swear i did! to be exact i did that almost everyday! you think im not afraid? you think im not scare or what?! eff i am! im more scare than anyone else! i think about life more than anyone can imagine. i reflect on it and smile at the happy moments becuz im so effing scare that one day it'll be gone. i think about stuffs that will happen, paticularly the bad ones, becuz i wanna prepare myself for it and i dont want myself to get hurt anymore. so can you effing understand and please, i just want a normal and simple life. people who effing wanna step in, please just kindly eff off. thanks. cuz i wont effing bother about you or seriously give a peanut about it. cuz to me, people's words and actions seriously dont affect me anymore. get a life and grow up please.