Emotionally weak

Emotionally weak and physically strong. so that's me huh? I guess that's true, too. Somehow, i find myself super weak when it comes to friends, relation and family. I can barely control my feelings. Tears just flow whenever it wants to and stop whenever it feels like. Emotions are written all over my face for most of the time. Right, tongues wag a lot recently, not like i dont know. Pretendence is something we are taught to do so, to wear a fake mask and smile. well, not always a bad idea though. That's the technic i've always been trying to learn; smile and say nothing. Things will then just past and the hatred or feelings will just be deep in your heart and nowhere else, isnt it?