my-not-so-perfect-life

What's up with my life right now? ya projects reports and journals~ nothing's up lately. Life seems so perfect for me nowadays. ya right perfect~ well say me lying to myself. Sometimes i do wonder how long more do i wanna lie to myself. Things just appear straight infront of me but i just dont believe what i see. so, my eyes or you? Felt like a fool somehow. feels so stupid sometimes. Take my words seriously please. cuz i meant it, really. I'm not a good friend. And maybe, not a good bb too.