what's with my life?

yes what's with my life. I know it's like once in a blue moon thingy seeing me blogging about this and not like any other days where i just rant about my day. well my life has been hectic nowadays till i dont even have the chance to sit down and reflect about it. well at least i thought it was going well but i was utterly wrong. to my disgust, i was wrong, really wrong. trust me, i would rather be hid in the dark than to know. becuz if you know me well im someone who rather knows the truth than to be hid in the dark. and this time round, otherwise. yes i know this is my life and i got to accept it but hey, let me dream at least. if only i can leave this place and let everything go, believe me, i would. i know this sounds kinda emo right now but wtv, im feeling like that now. but strong me is gonna get over this and will be smiling when you see me, like always. and anw, what's the point of showing people a black face when they dont even care? -.-