useless still

ok.i changed my bl0gskin. ._. i dont know why la.but just,aiya.n0thing to do.lol.i was being guai today by staying at h0me.heh:D went f0r wy's birthday party ytd at her grandma hse.e m0st mem0rable part was the hide-and-seek part.LOl.ar0und e estate.hee.was scary la,but at e same time,fun.haha!.yeah and some of them went back earlier so e rest at us, namely beeh0on,wanyi,kianhwee and me, stayed in e hse watching wo cai and at e same time,thinking of places to go to go wild.LOl.and yeah,went back to wy's hse to bathe and changed into her cl0thing.wanted to go k but it cl0ses at 4am.and by e time we g0t ready,it was already 3 plus. :x so th0ught of party w0rld but it cl0ses at 4am as well.so yeah.no ch0ice,have to go out since we changed and bathe already if not wasted.lol.so went to catch time traveller wife.heh:D n0t bad eh.lol.and we g0t out of e m0vie theatre at 6am.lol.t0ok bus to wy's hse to get our stuff and we went h0me.it was raining la,by that time.and yeah,bathe and slept. [: i feel like a weirdo.seeing everyone heading h0me while im heading out:D hee.
sh0o~.

`i dont want to say im trying anym0re.
becuz no matter what,i find myself n0t being able to do it.
useless. ._.